My health is in a terrible state, my body is falling to bits..
I now have;
Oesto arthritis in knees, hands, wrists
I'm at the state where I don't even look at myself in mirrors anymore... my body disgusts me, let alone anybody that has the misfortune of looking at me! (A think my ex taught me!).
The more I loath myself and tell my self off about the weight gain, the more I eat junk food.
One of the big problems also is the fact that I'm in full time work (a job that I love) and am knackered when I get home (probs because of all the excess weight I'm lugging around) so don't stand around chopping vegetables etc...