Monday 25 November 2019

Sh*t!!!!!

So here we are, the back end of 2019 and my temple of a body is more of a ruin!!!
I’ve savaged myself into a state when I now am officially viewed as a type II diabetic. I have fatty liver disease, diverticulitis, AF, arthritis and benign non positional vertigo.  So all in all going well.   I had a bit of a breakdown and left work, which I loved, because of not being able to cope with everything!!!  I’m so unhappy!!!   My problem is not doing anything about it ... plus my lovely hubby, who seems to be a feeder, doesn’t help!!!! I’m eat rubbish......my ‘go to’ for everything is food .... happy-eat, sad-eat, cold-eat, hot-eat, celebrate-eat, commiserate-eat ... see my drift?
Today I’ve had my bloods done to see which medications the doctors want to put me on!  Can’t wait to find out!!!!
This depresses me even more, yet I’m sitting here eating M&Ms!!!!!!!

Enough Said!  I need help... but where do I go!?!?!?!?