Ugh!

Well, this is still my view!

I had to cancel my Physio appointment today, which I REALLY need,  as I still can't be away from the loo!!!  It's a pain because my leg is uncomfortable atm, and I need to get the Physio people to check it out!  Ho hum!!! 

No work either! 

Roll on feeling better!

Happy days! Xx

Ok! What now?

Well......

Not content with the uncomfortable tummy, the weight gain, the leg damage, the unhappiness.... Life's thrown me another lemon!!!

Major stomach cramps and diarrhoea!  

Day two now ... My bum's so painful :-( 

Ho hum!  Happy Days. Xxxxxx

A black day...

....for me today... For not only am I still looking at this view ..

But this morning I hit another stone zone in the wrong direction!!!!!

I haven't been this weight since my third weigh in at SW on the 23/1/2012!!!!

So, on the whole leg/ knee thing, I'm still very uncomfortable and no further on than I was three weeks ago .. In fact I'm pretty sure the calf has got worse!

The knee still hurts and I can't fully extend my leg without it feeling like it's going to snap! Therefore whenever possible I keep the leg elevated ... I presume it helps with the swelling, though one wouldn't think so if they looked at it!

I just love sporting crutches .. I always think they look so cool! NOT!!!!

Now, on the weight front I was devastated this morning ... Really couldn't believe it!

I can only put some of the gains down to my lack of movement, the rest is down to my spiral of unhappiness ... I gain weight, I hurt, I hate myself, I eat! I gain weight, I hate myself, I eat! I hurt, I eat, I'm unhappy, I eat .. You get the drift!

Back to Physio next week .. See what they have to say ...

Ugh! I hate me!

Still not there ....

...... yet!

Feeling really down and hating myself massively atm.
Just keep on gaining ..
Everything hurts! My knees, my back, my arms, my feelings ... all gone to pot!
Let's hope I can climb out of this pit of unhappiness real soon!

xxx

Ok ok

... So it's not all going as planned,  ... this week I've gained 2lbs!😞.

I can't get into the swing of it all and I've also climbed into a higher stone zone, which doesn't help my mood!!!!

Hopefully, maybe, perhaps after Easter I'll click into gear again?!?!?! 

Well, not bad!

Shed 1lb this week... Not bad, but could be loads better!!!!

Cooked some SW scones and weetabix muffins today.. Had the scones along with homemade chicken soup using our left over roast chicken from last night!

Happy days!  Xx

Sad!

I am feeling down in the dumps...

After a long chat with hubby we decided to give up Slimming World.. We were paying £100 every twelve weeks, and we weren't geting support from our leader.  How do we know this! Well, before we moved to this group we had a fab group where the leader was the most supportive, encouraging, caring, motivational person ever.... She cared for us as a person, felt our sadness, rejoiced in our happiness, supported our individual journeys ... I lost a lot of weight with her and in July.. Moved to this group... Here's my progress since July!

A long, slow, uphill gain!  

NOT GOOD!

So, we're going to see if we can do it on our own!   We both know what we should be doing. Bathroom scales have been purchased and a weight chart duly printed!  I really hope we can do this!

Chat soon!