... I realised how selfish I've become in all of this .. my pain is so all consuming that that's all I live my days too .. I'm a slave to my pain and sod everything else .. that's not good .... and I hate it ... I can't do anything with my hubby or my littlies cause I'm too busy being in pain!!! How long will this have to go on for? Didn't paint last week, didn't go to SW this week like I had planned, I've not done anything with the littlies since before Christmas! ... I'm sitting being miserable!!! I have been out on the odd occasion .. but even that's governed by how my tummy feels!!!