Still not there ....

...... yet!

Feeling really down and hating myself massively atm.
Just keep on gaining ..
Everything hurts! My knees, my back, my arms, my feelings ... all gone to pot!
Let's hope I can climb out of this pit of unhappiness real soon!

xxx

Ok ok

... So it's not all going as planned,  ... this week I've gained 2lbs!😞.

I can't get into the swing of it all and I've also climbed into a higher stone zone, which doesn't help my mood!!!!

Hopefully, maybe, perhaps after Easter I'll click into gear again?!?!?!